I’ve suffered from depression most of my life, my husband cheated on me, and I’ve done some dumb things because the drs put me on xanax. I lost a lot of friends. Because I didn’t know what I was doing or how I was acting, it’s a horrible drug. I loved Linkin Park as I grew up with them, I’m one year older than Chester. “Breaking the Habit” was one song that helped me get past a point where I didn’t want to be around and of course all their albums had messages in them that I could relate to. My life has just been nothing but negative and days are hard. I was drawn to Chester, I loved the way he loved his fans and he was good looking. I saw them at festivals we had here in Australia. I just loved Linkin Park and their style of music because it was different and because they had such strong meanings that I could connect to. Their new album “one more light” has saved me again as I love “heavy” and “one more light”. But I love absolutely all their albums and all their songs. And that’s rare to find a band that you love all their music. I’ve come to the conclusion that I will always suffer from depression I’m on the right medication now. But I still have a lot of bad days. When Chester passed I was devastated and still am. I never thought I would be so upset over a celebrity passing away. I lost one of my best friends when I was 20 the same way. It broke my heart. I still find times that I listen to Chester sing and tears start rolling down my eyes. I planted a tree for him this year, so it reminds me of him. I’m planning on getting a tattoo of Linkin Park with Chester’s name this year. It’s sad to say that my life has not been good to me. But I’m grateful I have Linkin Park in my life as they have pulled me out of some black holes through my life and they will continue to do so. Mikes new album has also helped me and I’m grateful to him for that. I could say so much more but I think you get the drift. Love, Tracey (my Twitter : @traceyc9901 )
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